Thursday, 14 April 2016

Rayuan matrikulasi dan Form 6 aliran sains.


Assalamualaikum. Hye
On 14 apr, matriks and f6 result came out weeee. and damn i wasn't offered in matrikulasi ;__; WHY. i have one friend, she have the same spm result as mine but she got the PST in KML. WHY WHY actually she got C in addmath and me ? I got D! that's why ! HAHAHA kbai.
So i did the rayuan after that. I wasn't sad or anything because i can do the rayuan after all hihi. They says student who doesn't get offer in matriks, automatically get offer in F6. So i checked and DAAMNNN i got science stream in other school(not my old sch and it is chinese sch). DAMNN I WAS HAPPY. why? i really wanted to further my degree in sc field and the only way i can do that is by furthering my study in f6 sc stream. Got it? I couldn't further sc in matriks. My joyful thought... broken into pieces when i started reading blog about F6. They says 'F6 is hard especially sc stream' WUT. i told myself ''it's okay you can do it'' . ada kah belajar yang senang pui.semua pun susah bah. kbai. 'Don't let your spm result define who you are in F6'. I think I've read that somewhere hehe. you know.. science is my passion HAHAHA padahal berterabur gred C,D time SPM. TBH lah kan, i really love science.. i want to have a career where i'd wear white coat and working in the hospital.
CHINESE SCHOOL? well.. my classmates that got the offer the same as me, switch their streams and school ngeh.. i have nu friends then. idk man.. im not a social butterfly. what if i don't have friend?? and i'll get super depress bcs of it. huhu.
I'm still hoping i get to enroll in KML. i hope i get the PDT! #prayforme
I'M IN DILEMA.
should i went to f6 or should i rest at home while waiting for the rayuan matrikulasi result ?? i'm afraid if i'm not choosen for the PDT ;___; then I have nowhere to go after that ngeh. UPU? gash i don't  know. my dad said if i get any tawaran diploma, he would let me further in it. I'm still thinking.

Bye.

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